*WARNING*
SERIOUS TALK GOING ON BELOW READ ON IF YOU WANT TO GET CAUGHT IN MY MIND
The last thing i thought i'd be saying is how much I LOVE Miley Cyrus' new album Can't be tamed. I've only hear the 30 seconds clips from the album but i have to say if she was not taking a break from music to do her acting i would really love to listen to more music by her if this was the direction she was planning on going on. I could see myself playing this in my car honestly i think it's really good. I've always thought she was alright nothing against her some of her songs i really just didn't like but this one is who she want's to be, breaking free of Hannah as she has claimed.
I really love the title 'Every rose has it's thorn' song. Mainly because of the title it hit a spot in me that really and i mean really jump. I'd say most of the world that my name Roisin is celtic which means it's translatable. It means 'Rose' in the english language. When i read this song title i was like 'god i'm taking this to a deep level' and I don't know if that's necessarily a good thing on account of what i have to say next.
There are three people in my life that know me so well it's scary at times. My best friend for practically my whole life Frankie; he knows when i'm hiding someone or not saying something just by the look on my face. Jess who i can talk to about anything and not feel self-conscious and takes me out of my comfort zone which has been good for me - almost 98% of the time :P and Felicity who is almost like a sister for me (if i was to have one) she knows where everything in my house is and never has to ask she just takes and no one minds (i used to have another old friend like that but we fell out). What i'm saying is that these three know about me that they understand why i don't do long term relationships. Seeing this title it's almost like saying that every person has it's sore spot and someone in my life right now is pressing on that, making me change what i've always made myself out to be and I'm scared i'd admit it because this was not what i was planning.
I'm playing a game of snakes and ladders with no end. I get just about to the top and fall down the big ladder right back to the start. When i had formspring someone asked me who i was most like and why they had to question that response i still stand by the fact that simply enough Effy of skins. Letting someone in, means getting hurt, don't let someone in, don't get hurt. It's as simple as that and right now he's getting to me if he knows it or not. This graphic designer i work for she's into star signs and all that kind of thing and the more she tells me about me i see myself for who i am, what i'm like and i see the truth.
I wonder if in a month i'll still be talking about this? I hope not, because it gets harder everyday.
You know my heart is aching, you don't have to break it, if love won't change your mind there are two more lonely tonight.
Labels: Life, Music
So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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