It can be anyone. I can tick off all 12 of them! Does that mean I'm depressed, no it does not. I look for the positive things, I try and keep positive people around me. I don't want to be associated with people that have hurt me in the past, that bring back the memories for me. People don't set out to hurt you but their actions end up doing so. I bet they don't even notice it, I'm not cold enough to do the same thing, people have done to me. That's low and it's not something I want people to think of me. 

I've grown up, we all have, some people just still believe they harm no one, whether it be an emotional attack or physical.

Halloween - this year i'm just was not in the mood. I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want to see anyone other than just work on the shit load of my assignments. I didn't even do that. Time passed before I knew it, 4am came and went and I was watching scars of Dracula and another movie like that on Go! 

Kim's party tonight. Becks going to pick me up, she offered. I don't know what kind of mood I'm in but i'm currently standing 50/50 on going. I better get working on my assignments well at least the base of the one I have coming up for class tomorrow and then tomorrow work on tuesdays and so forth till the end of the year.

SO GLAD IT'S ALL OVER SOON!!!!

I'm in love with Taylor Swifts new album, it's amazing, pure amazing and I love all her songs! I've been playing it over and over again.

As I was saying with the end of year all I can think of is Emma, Jess and my trip overseas in 2012. A YEAR AND A FUCKING HALF OVERSEAS!!!! Escape I think bloody so