I'll be face to face with my boyfriend. One who's been needing his space lately, and sort of driven me into over thinking - thinking we are over.
I'm still not 100% sure what's going on, but were going to talk. Should be a whirlwind of emotions no matter what the outcome.
I've had one of my friends telling me he might just need space and it means nothing.
Another ready to drive over picking up a bottle of vodka and red bullets and sit with me as I destroy myself
Another asking how I'd feel if things ended
Another saying they would stay on the phone with me
Another saying they will come over and cry with me
AND
A whole bunch telling me to dump his sorry ass before he does it to me
I love you girls but I don't want to end it so I think the other's are going to win in this situation.
So yeah not long before I will be able to find out if I still have someone to call my boyfriend or not...
it's never easy I have to say. My heart races so fast and I think it's just going to get faster I really do!
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So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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