Can I do it? Can I really cut him out of my life? I love him and it hurts so much but I don't know if I can handle seeing him all the time a d knowing what we are no longer. I thought tonight was going to be ok right now he's talking to my best friend and I'm lost for words. I don't want to loose him but it seems like the only option I have in being able to keep my own sanity at this point. Who knew loving someone could cause so much pain... I just don't know what to do. I love him but everyone else is telling me to cut him out
Edit:// when push came to shove I froze up I don't think I can lose him but right now this, these emotions are killing me
So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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