I want to remember it how I saw it in my eyes, only hours ago when the sun was still high up in the sky and the seaweed covered the shore as the tide receded out. The rock that looked like a waterfall out on the edge of the ocean. The way the waves crashed into the back sending the water over the top and trickling into the gaps as it ran down. The clash of the white and blue on the dark brown rocky rocks was a sight to see. The small river of patterns running away from it, creeping it's way back into the ocean on all sides. It was perfect peace, harmony and beauty that held my attention, my mind and my soul and like the waves for a moment washed my heart of the pain resting among the edge.
The feeling of love, of happiness filling me and I realised what I had to do, what I had to say and I felt the weight lift ever so slightly. It was the sign I needed to move on. I just have one more thing to do before I'm ready to do that though.
I love you Adam but I can't be holding back for the sake of not wanting to hurt you. For once I'm doing this for me, and only me. Only then will I find peace with myself, only then can I be actually happy again.
Labels: Life, Music, Travel
So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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