I've got this sick feeling in my stomach. It's almost 3 days and still no response. Some moments I feel terrible other's I'm glad I did say it. But I just want him to come online and read it. I have patience for most things but this is to do with my heart. This is so totally different. He was mad at me when he typed it and I don't like that. He's hurting me that he is mad.
I just want to see him face to face but I can't get hold of him, I want to actually TALK to him.
All I can think about is what he's doing right now, I bet his with that girl and it makes me sick.
I'm sad I'm not the one that can make him happy.
God I miss him so much, I've got this sick feeling in my stomach all the time and It's not like my parents understand and my friends aren't exactly making me feel any better right now, we all seem to have our own problems.
I've never had one as big as this before. I feel so alone in this, I just need to talk to him! WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DO THAT! JUST GET ON A COMPUTER PLEASE :(
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So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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