3 days! Shion has to work on sat so you are going to do something with me. I don't know what but it's going to be fun I'm sure of it.
You are the only person who can play Marco polo on my facebook wall and call me a bitch and to come to bed with me knowing your every intention behind it. Of course I assume there is a level or inner seriousness there but I really don't mind. You make my life fun with the text messages and the facebook chat's.
I used to think you were the same as someone I used to know, I know your better though. You actually make the effort to talk to me when things have been quiet between us, you say the stupidest things that makes me laugh and the serious messages are cute and sweet. You can see why I have to some level a crush on you.
I'm not sure I'm ready to lose that though, if something happened between us. We both see there is something or what's been going back and forth for the past few weeks is pointless. It's just I'm not sure of myself, if I want to make myself vulnerable to that kind of love again and so soon after Adam. I don't trust love anymore, feeling it's pain is not something I can see which can justify the good that it brings because all things have to end eventually. 20 years old and I know it's most likely going to end. Maybe I'm just scared because I saw him in you the first time I met you, and I'm scared some of the same things are going to come up with something were to happen between us.
I just want what you promised to hold me in your arms and watch pulp fiction with me. The rest can figure it's bloody self out.
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So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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