I find it hard to break down dreams in which faces I can no longer recall in my mind like I can my best friends. I talk of a dream I had last night. Of two ex's I can no longer recall their faces like I can of my current best friends. One ex best friend who not going into depth decided not to be there for me when I needed her most, and my last ex boyfriend who were casually sitting on the train steps. I found it easy to look into her eyes but looking to my ex boyfriend I found it hard to cast my gaze upon but I did with a smile I knew was as fake as anything and I didn't care if he knew. His clothing choice was appalling even.
Everything I just said, that's all that happened, that's all I remember from it. Odd to think my past is coming at me from my dreams when I'm finally happy, when I'm finally feeling that some part of me is secure. It's crazy how M makes me feel, even more so that he feels so strongly for me. I get it, my ex Adam I can only guess my feelings for him were the same as M feels for me. I do love him though, M he's so kind and caring and i'm not making the same mistakes as I did last time, I also don't have to travel 45 minutes to get to my bf's place either.
Other news aside, Mary and I have decided to open up a small business, we have to set up a shop, blog, website but you know where it all starts right, a name for one thing. If this works, and yeah I'm thinking ahead I want a simple name that I wont tire of, a name that's elegant like mode, vogue kind of thing though I doubt either Mary or myself are going to establish ourselves into being head of one of the most successful magazines in the world - hey but you never know.
I was thinking of names, actual ones to do with mark because Mary wants to incorporate it somehow and wanted the initials to me MR and thus
MarkRougeVintage was born. Site pending request
Labels: Friends, LOVE, Work
So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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