I've been going through the old entries on here and I've realised what once used to be detailed account of life have somewhat been run over with the ever busy presence that life brings. It seems like as the older I get the more I find myself losing the innocence that I once believed in.
Take me back to the time where I was still a child of dreams and colours. Of a camera in my hand, and those inspiring words leading the charge.
I've started back at the beginning.
Come full circle
From the girl I used to be
Too who I am today.
I'm reading again, I'm taking down notes, listening to music, writing and keeping a journal. I'm getting back to the basic's of what I used to believe in. It's the only way I can focus on the person I want to be, the person I want to be happy living as.
In the past year. I have falling in and out of love, I've been to the point where darkness was my friend and been picked up that I can see no higher level of living, wrapped in love beyond what I can give back. I still try though. I've found a passion and love for Fashion, the colours and the designs the face and behind the scenes, starting up a company known as MarkRouge Vintage. I have found new friends as well as seemingly abandoned the old not on my own will. I have worked towards one goal: 2012 Europe. I have gained and lost travellers before we have even left and meeting with people I never thought were going to be there.
2012: It's a year of happening. It's of returning back to study, of travelling and testing the lines of love and life. It's a year of making my book complete and giving the characters a voice. For I do not know of what tomorrow might bring or the rest of the year. For now though, I am content, my two wishes however and of what they might be are: Polaroid film and a disposable camera.
That is all.
Labels: Book, Fashion, Friends, Holiday, Life, LOVE, Music, Quote, Travel