For my own selfish reasons I find myself wishing M is going to stay here another year. Then again I know I can't do that, I can't wish for someone to stay because that's what I want. M has a chance to to something he has always wanted to do if he can manage to pass this beep test. He's been sick all the other times and the guy running it keeps giving him more chances. I find myself almost shaking in anticipation if he passes this test or not. To be apart from him for so long seems like a big test on us but I know we can do it. My heart will ache for him in ways no one can really understand and if he passes I hope we will be stronger in the end for this.
I love you M and I'll support you in all the ways I can like I have so far, it will just be sad when I face facts you will really be leaving for the army.
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So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.
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