M:
Hey babe. Well today has been a roller coaster of a day. I've had my emotions sprung out all over the place to the point where I didn't know what I was feeling to being able to hardly breath in the cold nights air.
I'll start from the beginning.
+ Babysitting:
I taught Samuel to spell his name finally. All the days added up I have just over 2 weeks left with him YAY. He had be up and running down the street to his kindy with me holding his hand, swear that was my workout for the day :P
+Work:
Sent to the office because I had to wear a 'go the blue's' shirt for state of origin tomorrow. Frank and Howard even had blue wigs on which I will have in my mind forever! Even Suzie wore one for the group 'full-time' photo to send off to head office. Apparently she wants to wear it tomorrow so I'll let you know how that goes. I was in clothing today and I came 3rd with $$$ for the day but I think 2/3 in sales which was like 10 for a rather quiet day. Everyone knows now that I got a letter off you, I think I may have read it over a dozen times already. You should be getting yours soon in a day or two if they don't decide to give it to you. It's so big I had to put 2 stamps on it to get it all the way to Wagga Wagga.
+Home:
I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I even felt like I had to but tonight I got rid of someone on facebook from my past. We said we wouldn't lie to each other but in a way this doesn't exactly matter yet I miss talking to you, telling you even this seems like I have you back. Well here goes; the guy that I first ever loved, the one who I may or may not have told you left me for another girl was the one I sent an inbox to on facebook. I basically wished him a good life and that despite saying we would be friends after it all, his lack of effort made me stop trying to be his. It was pointless, seeing his life on a page, knowing his friends and that but not actually having contact with them, so I got rid of him. It opened up all the old wounds, I could feel my heart beating out of my chest when I un-frended him but to me friendship isn't having so many people on facebook. It's talking and all the people I have on there, I could most likely talk to as if we were just long lost friends and have not talked in ages. Talking about it to my TAFE friend who went through the beginning of that relationship made me see just how I much I love you. Your the best thing to happen to me by far. When I picked up Jess and told her aside from the 'what were you thinking' portion of her speech before I could explain it to her, she understood.
+Tennis:
Jess and I actually went and played an hour of tennis, and guess what I don't actually suck! I'm still an ok player. Then again the pizza we bought with us for dinner also slowed us down, by the 4th piece it made me sick to even put it in my mouth. I got one bite and the rest was in the bin. I consider this part of my weekly exercise that I have not been able to do this week so far. I'm going to have to get my racket grip re-done however, our hands were black after playing. We may have been warm after the game ended but the temperature was cold (clearly not to the point your in) we could see our own breath and my teeth almost started chattering.
+Movies:
Went and picked up Chanel after tennis where the plan was for Matt, Jess, Chanel and I to see 'Women in black' with Daniel Radcliffe from Harry Potter. Everything in that movie could be related to that movie. It was crazy! And rather boring, I wouldn't bother seeing that movie again nor ever get it on dvd personally.
+You:
You deserve a whole part for you babe. There is nothing I want more than to see you before I leave. I hope you get visitors to mass before I set off for Europe. I would be sad if you were allowed and I was half way across the world. Stay Safe you poka loca bang bang crazy boy. Love you trillions and more xxxx
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So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.