I don't think I can explain to you how much I can love you. Your messages want to make me cry and smile at the same time. I don't think I can physically or emotionally show or tell you how much my heart is completely yours. I hated that we missed each other by 10 minutes this morning. I wish I could have heard your voice again, but I might have burst out into tears just from that, if I did.
I hope you managed to give your mum a call today, for being so far away from her for so long it would be good to hear from you. I suffered on the back register today. I cleaned everything, I don't think Suzie can say I left it messy, only that all her stock she had hidden in the corners of the tables is now back where it belongs. So much crap she had.
I had a dream about you last night, in fact we were getting married. It was strange, simple outside wedding but at the same time I had never felt so in love with you, never more happier that you were mine. Though there were some parts which were odd, but hey it's a dream, how can i expect to remember all of it. Matty at work made me remember it when he was talking about tomorrow being his 22nd birthday with 8 years to get his life together, to wanting to be married with kids and living in America. Who knew the little drama class kid is almost 22, but hey you didn't want to hear anything about that.
Matty the one who's been played yes, no, maybe with Caitlin for almost the better part of a year, finally looks like a yes in that area. She was at his party last night, and from the looks of the photo's and messaging him this arvo, he's really happy where things are heading, or already have. He deserves to be happy after the whirlwind she put him though. Yeah I know what you think about her, but you have to be happy for him, he's your best friend after all :) Matty said if I needed to talk, he'd be there for me since I won't have you all the time which is good, I mean he's the closest thing I have to you right now. He got a new job as well, at the suit place connor, so I'm going to see how he's doing by going in on wednesday. I'm actually going to go and see if they have any good suits that you would like and the price of them. Since I know you love them so much and 'you' can never have too many. Other people would disagree, on that but not you. It could be a welcome home from the army present I still have your measurements in my phone.
I'm going to see Dark Shadows tonight with Matt and Chanel, hopefully that's going to be good. I have to go but know that I love you sexy xxxx
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So I guess with all things you want to know a little about me then? Sorry to dissapoint you but that's going to have to come later. Right now I'm a little busy to talk about my life but hey look around, read a bit, you might learn something about me you didn't know before.