I knew you would go up and see him, if you were here, and I wanted to buy you a bow-tie because lets face it 'bow-ties are cool' but Matt wouldn't let me or would let me so he could laugh. I thought about getting you a new suit but you are so picky and so fussy I decided wanting to do something nice and loving wasn't the best time considering you wouldn't be able to actually wear it for a few months and incase I needed to take it back, well it would be a suit without its owner. There's not much in that store you would like. The only thing I could see you wearing by the way, were items which WE had already purchased for you. V neck shirts, throw over jumper etc. 

I sent a photo to your phone today, I brought mum one of those little wallets that hold cards only as her wallets keep breaking from the large amount she has. I remembered that you still had not found the one you were after. Let me know ok, I'll see if I can find the right one if not here but overseas. Black I remember you wanted, no real detail on it as well. 

Oh I wish I had an address for you! I just wish that being that I couldn't speak to you maybe writing and knowing that you were actually going to get it would be better than having to type all this and you not see it for who knows how long. 

I bought 4 DVD's today, to add to the ever growing list of ones I have NOT seen yet. I think i'm over 10. I've been having a One Tree Hill marathon since you left. I swear to god i've spent more time crying over that show than I have you. I hope you don't hate me for it...

Love you babe, always have and always will

xxx